stream of conciousness
i wish i would remember my dreams so i could have something to fill my dreams journal with, but i'm literally too excited about building this website to give myself enough sleep to even dream -.-
i was gonna go see my best friend K, but she isn't feeling too well today >.< we were planning to eat sushi train. i was so excited to get some fresh air, but i guess we stayin in. i really hope she's okay. her horrible mother threatened to kick her out of the house (like wtf) because K wouldn't give her money. even though the mother is literally receiving government payments AND using the grandmother's pension. fucking crazy. makes my blood boil.
proud of myself for taking a shower today. i can't even remember the last time i showered, longer than i'd like to admit. thing is, i don't even go outside, so i feel like it's justified. plus i hate showering with a passion. i take minimum 40 minutes to shower because my routine is so bloody long. every time i shower, it's an everything shower, which is another reason why i don't shower everyday. sometimes, i'd be working so hard in the shower that my vision would go dark and i start to feel faint so i'd have to sit down to calm myself. showering fkn sucks.
how do people collect so many pixels and blinkies and stamps and buttons on their website? i mean shit coding this in is tedious as fricccc. but i'm determined to do the same lel (╥﹏╥) why? because i like shiny things.
holy shit. I MADE A WEBSITE. this is so fun. my own leetle crevice of the internet. it's so clean and tidy and perfect (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) i don't have an about me page because this whole SITE is about me saur... yeah. i am ver excited about dis.